April 2010
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Our only option
2197/04/22
We hid in the only place we felt safe. All of our default locations that we would cycle through are either no longer accessible, or are covered by officials and or spies, since they knew the locations were being used for unacceptable acts against resident regulations. A few of the locations were simply destroyed. We had a total of 37 locations, now just one. This location was a cave...
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two(2)
What’s that noise?
just me.
I’ve been having a lot of headaches recently
that’s because you have loose wires in your head
Why does my heart tend to explode often?
you’re lost, incomplete, and uncertain.
This is not me. Not my thoughts. Not my body. Not my property
your birth name is on the label, it must be?
Please, stop.
if I did, you would no longer exist.
March 2010
1 post
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racing to disconnect
I often see myself in the same exact situation,
Someone speaks to me, and my mind just starts RACING.
I want it to end already.
I start to predict the possibilities, attempting to cut them off and answer them early. Finish off their sentence, I can complete it quicker than they can.
Anything just to make this end already.
There is one exception, though; When she speaks to me I silently wait....
February 2010
1 post
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discovering waves
So let’s begin a new life, doll.
I set my bottle out to sea many years ago, I’m glad that you found it, opened the note, and here we are.
All this desire; Everything falls into place.
Now, what should you do with me?
January 2010
3 posts
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chasing droplets
I am cursed. I am able to give any gift in the world yet receive nothing.
I gave everything away in the past. Now I’m stuck in the middle, sitting on the petals of the dead orchid that you keep watering, just so that I have the illusion of life.
Give me one thing back - my body,
With that I will acquire the freedom I desire.
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frag mint
My thoughts are splashing all around while I lie awake at night, attempting to escape an economy of empty promises.
Suddenly my thoughts disappear!
COLLAPSED ON THE GROUND. Shimmering little purple raindrops.
Never let go, miss! Stay strong! Purge, girl, purge!
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underEXposed
When will I be able to exhale? Express?
Expose? Expose myself for the rest of the world to ravish into pieces, pick at, analyze, possibly even collect. Is there nothing there but ambiguity? Is something hidden in the nonsense that flows from my lips? Sometimes people ask me “What are you thinking about?” The truth is, my mind is constantly racing. Light speed. Up, down, exploring...
December 2009
7 posts
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false reality
All the articles you’ve heard about, institutions, the little whispers you heard from concerned adults.. they were all true. We really do everything they say, some of it just because they say we do. Manipulation is kind of part of who we are, it’s kind of everything we are, in a sense. Sometimes we say that this is enough, we should fight against the media, and reveal the brighter side...
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Let's pretend! (dreams) →
I compiled a tiny ebook of some of my dreams that I recorded. It’s not really organized or anything, I honestly didn’t put much work into it :)
untitled pondering
Evaluating consistently the positives and negatives, the conclusion never really adds up. None of the formulations seem to be correct, yet they are still the correct answers. 2 + 2 = 5, mechanism of action is unknown, undesirable thoughts create new disturbances. I sometimes wonder why? I eventually forget what I’m evaluating and think “Life is good.”
and over
We keep on connecting the same images, but in reality we really don’t have any images to connect. The ones we had are legacy, damaged, lack purpose. We will both wake up sometime in the future and realize this. We won’t announce it, it will just happen, and we will accept the void that appears between us. It was destiny, if there ever is such a thing?
This process will repeat a...
reality/desire
Nobody ever figured me out. Not my family, not my friends, not a single person. I’d reveal everything besides my one little secret, and they still wouldn’t figure me out.
I’ve had one major modification, the one that turned me into a human. I made all the right facial expressions, the correct actions at the correct times, used all the words people would want to hear with...
Hello?
Hi!
I think after that, it’s all pretty much nonsensical.
We know this likely won’t last forever, or evolve much.
but we’re both willing to enjoy what we have,
Nothing but magical unicorns, zombies, robots, flowers that talk.
Let’s play pretend!
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fall~
There once was an angel that accidentally went too far.
She was told that once you fall from the ledge,
There is no way to return.
This didn’t matter much to her. She was very curious by nature.
Little did she know, Earth isn’t a gentle place to land on.
There were no pillows to save her fall.
In her previous land, dreams were plentiful, she had them every night.
They were...